Deleted all those unhappy memories.
Let's move on.
One of my classmate decided to quit from TOAP. Guess who... She can't withstand the pressure anymore. Can you imagine the pressure that we're having right now? Can you... Good luck for you though friend.
那爲什麽你總是一次又一次地在我的舊患撒鹽？我不是鋼骨水泥提煉而成的。
#foreveralone ? I think so.
Wednesday, February 15
Wednesday, February 1
Recent thought.
#instagram #CNY #gathering #girlfriends #love
This coming Saturday is the day of ceremony of Top 10 Awards. Hmmm...
Just looked through the works from the senior batch, I've nothing to compete with them at all. Real nothing.
And thank god the voting is voted through filling the voting form in my college. That's much better. Thanks for those friends who liking my photo in TOAP, but you guys have not seen the real ability of my seniors yet.... But thanks a lot anyway.
Nevermind, I don't deserve it by now yet. But for the following year, I'd be joining in one of those senior batch that kind of professional work! I SWEAR. So I won't even feel depress as obviously I won't get the award la. I will learn even more new stuffs from the seniors. Good luck for me in the pathway of ID!
Recently I have a strong rival to compete and she actually motivates me! Thus I will make myself even better, watch out! HAHAHA *giggling like an idiot
Monday, January 30
#randompost
Mom said we looked alike! TEEHEE :D ;P I did not realize bout that until I looked at the photo again and again. Hmmm... quite identical. LOL
CNY had just passed! I did not spend my holidays very well and I felt so sorry to ze boyf again and again. Zzz... And WHAT?! Time to face my procrastinated assignments again..... And guess what, I am still in holiday mood, real holiday mood.
#randompost. Woolala happy schooling days to all of you! -__-
Toodles.
Saturday, January 28
It's hard to say goodbye...
“ Goodbye my love, 我的愛人，再見。”
I will miss you 99....
Whenever he goes back, I will behave like an abnormal person. Am I laughing so hard instead of showing my crying face just because of disguising my real feelings inside... I mean, so downnnnnn to the deep dark pit. Haiz... Ldr LDR lDr? Aiyoyo you're such a annoying phase.
I don't want you to be like a sandwich instead of afraid of me getting furious everytime. Think bout the future, still long way to go... Yea I should tell this to me myself. So sincerely hope that the scene in whatever drama will not happen on us... =,=
Take care b. See you again on March or if not... May.... ;(
Tuesday, January 3
#1 post of 2012
1st anni had just passed. Just a normal day indeed...
But at least his mom's attitude was turning to be more friendly towards me as his XXX - undefined. Hmm... At least, it's a good kick start of it.
Radio is tuning to A Thousand Years by Christina Perri now.
Seriously I'd like to be like Bella in Breaking Dawn, who has a spouse that loves her so much more! Although she's turning to be vampire. :(
Yea AGAIN, no fairy tale in reality, and no Dracula in reality.
Sincerely I was really happy for my friends who has just started their relationship and they're just so sweet! Awwww *envy*
Sometimes.... I think I might be too selfish in managing a relationship. And sometimes, I think that ldr is the suckest thing ever on this earth! I could grudge so much bout ldr but what to do? He's the one that I've died waiting for. <3
After viewing some of those blogs or photos that are posted on fb/twitter - which are always related to bf, expressing that how sweet are they, how awesome and romantic is their dating and so on..... In my heart, I was dying, real dying. Ahhhhh I can even feel my tears is rolling in the deep now. UGH! Alright seriously I don't mean to offence! Sorry, it's all of EMO's fault.
Yea I should have promised myself to be optimistic, distance won't even give a fucking damn on me. But, I just can't cross over the line, the limit is far beyond than what I thought. I don't want to make him feel tension in order to entertain me this emo-all-the-while-gf yet somehow.... I neglected his feelings. Why am I still behaving like a small girl? I don't need pamper anymore! I should have learnt to be more independent. WTF.
I think he's tired of always standing on the side of active, talking all the while and what he got at last was a stone cold passive kind of response. And I think I've get used to be the passive one in a relationship. I am sorry... What's wrong with me WTF x2.
Emo shits! Cut the craps.
Goodnight
Friday, December 16
Why !
Woola! Here am I again.
Had a short talk with mom just now. She said her friend was wondering why since I got 10A's for SPM but the end I chose to study ID. Another traditional thinking kind of question. HAHA. She even said, "Why not your daughter go further studies and take the courses like medical or laws?" Hmm, heartbeat stops for a pound.
I was so inquisitive that why some of the traditional or I might called it as conservative thinking kind of people can still able to survive in this 22nd century of world. And vividly that was not the first person who asked me so. Imma so gonna explode, fed up with those olden mind and thoughts! D A M N I T
First of all, why when a science stream student score 10A's and he must be a doctor, lawyer, architect or engineer like everyone's hoping him to be?
Why he can't go against all of the standings and go ahead to create his own landmark in 'The Road Not Taken'?
Why most of you think that teenagers who are taking design course are belong to those bunches of hoola-boola kids? Because of they cannot score well in government's examination so they had no choice SO they HAD TO study design?
Why design always brings such form of bad impression to the conservation group as design anytime can impress and conquer the world too?
Why design would be despised by you, you or maybe.... You?
So many W-H-Y in my mind now. Sigh.
But, I will be the distinct one. :)
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