Serenity.

Look forward.

2012-02-15T00:03:00.002+08:00

Deleted all those unhappy memories.
Let's move on.

One of my classmate decided to quit from TOAP. Guess who... She can't withstand the pressure anymore. Can you imagine the pressure that we're having right now? Can you... Good luck for you though friend.

那爲什麽你總是一次又一次地在我的舊患撒鹽？我不是鋼骨水泥提煉而成的。
#foreveralone ? I think so.

Recent thought.

2012-02-01T22:51:00.000+08:00

#instagram #CNY #gathering #girlfriends #love

This coming Saturday is the day of ceremony of Top 10 Awards. Hmmm...

Just looked through the works from the senior batch, I've nothing to compete with them at all. Real nothing.

And thank god the voting is voted through filling the voting form in my college. That's much better. Thanks for those friends who liking my photo in TOAP, but you guys have not seen the real ability of my seniors yet.... But thanks a lot anyway.

Nevermind, I don't deserve it by now yet. But for the following year, I'd be joining in one of those senior batch that kind of professional work! I SWEAR. So I won't even feel depress as obviously I won't get the award la. I will learn even more new stuffs from the seniors. Good luck for me in the pathway of ID!

Recently I have a strong rival to compete and she actually motivates me! Thus I will make myself even better, watch out! HAHAHA *giggling like an idiot

#randompost

2012-01-30T03:07:00.000+08:00

He's complaining that the owner of this blog seldom update her blog. What you wanna read from me?! Are you expecting me to blog bout you babeh?! Hahaha NO I AM NOT. ;P

Mom said we looked alike! TEEHEE :D ;P I did not realize bout that until I looked at the photo again and again. Hmmm... quite identical. LOL

CNY had just passed! I did not spend my holidays very well and I felt so sorry to ze boyf again and again. Zzz... And WHAT?! Time to face my procrastinated assignments again..... And guess what, I am still in holiday mood, real holiday mood.

#randompost. Woolala happy schooling days to all of you! -__-

Toodles.

It's hard to say goodbye...

2012-01-28T03:31:00.002+08:00

“ Goodbye my love, 我的愛人，再見。”

I will miss you 99....

Whenever he goes back, I will behave like an abnormal person. Am I laughing so hard instead of showing my crying face just because of disguising my real feelings inside... I mean, so downnnnnn to the deep dark pit. Haiz... Ldr LDR lDr? Aiyoyo you're such a annoying phase.

I don't want you to be like a sandwich instead of afraid of me getting furious everytime. Think bout the future, still long way to go... Yea I should tell this to me myself. So sincerely hope that the scene in whatever drama will not happen on us... =,=

Take care b. See you again on March or if not... May.... ;(

#1 post of 2012

2012-01-03T02:01:00.002+08:00

Hello 2012, D-day is arriving real soon. Nehh, nobody cares bout it, either me.

1st anni had just passed. Just a normal day indeed...
But at least his mom's attitude was turning to be more friendly towards me as his XXX - undefined. Hmm... At least, it's a good kick start of it.

Radio is tuning to A Thousand Years by Christina Perri now.
Seriously I'd like to be like Bella in Breaking Dawn, who has a spouse that loves her so much more! Although she's turning to be vampire. :(
Yea AGAIN, no fairy tale in reality, and no Dracula in reality.

Sincerely I was really happy for my friends who has just started their relationship and they're just so sweet! Awwww *envy*
Sometimes.... I think I might be too selfish in managing a relationship. And sometimes, I think that ldr is the suckest thing ever on this earth! I could grudge so much bout ldr but what to do? He's the one that I've died waiting for. <3
After viewing some of those blogs or photos that are posted on fb/twitter - which are always related to bf, expressing that how sweet are they, how awesome and romantic is their dating and so on..... In my heart, I was dying, real dying. Ahhhhh I can even feel my tears is rolling in the deep now. UGH! Alright seriously I don't mean to offence! Sorry, it's all of EMO's fault.

Yea I should have promised myself to be optimistic, distance won't even give a fucking damn on me. But, I just can't cross over the line, the limit is far beyond than what I thought. I don't want to make him feel tension in order to entertain me this emo-all-the-while-gf yet somehow.... I neglected his feelings. Why am I still behaving like a small girl? I don't need pamper anymore! I should have learnt to be more independent. WTF.

I think he's tired of always standing on the side of active, talking all the while and what he got at last was a stone cold passive kind of response. And I think I've get used to be the passive one in a relationship. I am sorry... What's wrong with me WTF x2.

Emo shits! Cut the craps.
Goodnight

Why !

2011-12-16T00:46:00.004+08:00

Woola! Here am I again.

Had a short talk with mom just now. She said her friend was wondering why since I got 10A's for SPM but the end I chose to study ID. Another traditional thinking kind of question. HAHA. She even said, "Why not your daughter go further studies and take the courses like medical or laws?" Hmm, heartbeat stops for a pound.

I was so inquisitive that why some of the traditional or I might called it as conservative thinking kind of people can still able to survive in this 22nd century of world. And vividly that was not the first person who asked me so. Imma so gonna explode, fed up with those olden mind and thoughts! D A M N I T

First of all, why when a science stream student score 10A's and he must be a doctor, lawyer, architect or engineer like everyone's hoping him to be?

Why he can't go against all of the standings and go ahead to create his own landmark in 'The Road Not Taken'?

Why most of you think that teenagers who are taking design course are belong to those bunches of hoola-boola kids? Because of they cannot score well in government's examination so they had no choice SO they HAD TO study design?

Why design always brings such form of bad impression to the conservation group as design anytime can impress and conquer the world too?

Why design would be despised by you, you or maybe.... You?

So many W-H-Y in my mind now. Sigh.

But, I will be the ~~distinct~~ one. :)

Those days?

2011-12-15T18:33:00.003+08:00

Uhm, an intense feeling is burning hot inside my body and I feel like wanna expose something really confidential.... hahahahaha. Hwating! *giggles* #LikeALouSai xoxo

Or other words to say, I feel quite sinful and awful because I never plan anything for any of our monthsary or whatever important event.... LDR no good no good ! But be patience, this post gonna be long rollllllll of post. Loll

Actually I was really jealous when seeing other couples celebrating their monthsary/anni but I can't, I meant I was really like being a green monster yet I'm having a pair of red anger eyes inside. Hahaha jkjk*

This is how we begin..... Hahaha 那些年，羞答答的我們 -__-

Seriously disliked his 'lion fur' that time. Zzzz -,-

Hello BIG HEAD.

My current contact wallpaper of him. *nianggggg

No la, ni hen shuaiiiiii. ;p

No idea why I only had few pictures of him. :/ Probably I've to take up some of the responsibilities too because personally I think we are not a photogenic couple. -__- So, better don't frighten all of you with our photos. Loll. But actually the main reason would be me, as every single time when I hang out with him I was really not in a good condition and most of the time I was in a rush, like starring for #RushHour4. Lolollllol. SO, I refused to let him capture photo of me because everytime he only captured my ugliest facial expression -,- zzz wth you! Then he'd say, "Won't ar, very pretty what." And I feel like *(@!#&*!_!@$%!@&*~* FULLSTOP. :PPPP

This guy will feel that his entire body beh song OR itchy if he doesn't make me vomit blood every single day, and that's why I'm in ill now, it's all of you! Your faultttttttttt 入曬你既數 HNG

However, that's how we communicate with our own unique way. You better behave yourself man. 不要得寸進尺噢 zzz -,-

Hey, we're going to have our very first anni alr lo..... You owe me so much Edison Goh. But cin cai la, I'm happy to be with you will do. I won't kira with you first by now but in the following days, you know what to do la, right? Hmmmm... 指日可待

Okay I've no more photos of him already. How pathetic -,- Nevermind, you're always in my heart. *tsktsk

Missed my nails tremendously! Due to modelling project, I accidentally cut off part of my index finger nail when I was cutting display board. OH-SO-PAIN.

My first response was "OUCH!" and then literally I picked up my phone and took photo of this LOL. How weird am I HAHAHA. My friend even felt speechless as my first action should be cleaning the injury first instead of taking photo of it and post it on FB. ;P Uhmmm, as a sort of awareness what, warning the public do not simply play with the cutter. Lol

See that? It's so freaking ugly and awful to see it as my perfect finger nail had been sabotaged in just a blink of eye. Sigh! No more nail polishing for me because of this imperfect blemish. Ewwwwww :/ Sad case D;

I HAVE MORE NAIL POLISHERS ARE STILL WAITING FOR ME YET !

Please grow faster my dear index finger nail D;

Christmas is just right around the corner babeh! My current addiction #UnderTheMistletoe by JB filled up my days, okay, supposed to be everyday. Haha

*THUMBS UP for JB! I am not used to be his fans previously but I just can't deny that this Christmas album is really great. :D And perhaps if he's coming for his world tour concert next time OR soooon, I'd go for him ! OH YEAHHHHH he'd be the second after LeeHom. xoxo

How can you say 'NO' to this handsome...... NOOOOO WAYYYYYY

And he looks really GOOD as he's turning to be even more matured with some strong sense of man hidden inside, it's irresistible. ;)

So I guess that's all for today. Imma almost recover from fever and I can't wait to dash oout likeeee EEEEE-HAAAAAA ! Like a wild horse. Lolll

Toodles!

Semester Breakkkkkkkkkkkkk

2011-12-13T21:13:00.003+08:00

Hi, HI and HIIIIIIIII !! Long time no see -___- Yeah felt so guilty for leaving my blog all alone in these few months just because I was really mentally fatigued LOL. Whatsoever la I blog to satisfy myself not for some special reasons.

Say YAY to so-called FINALLY SEMESTER BREAK but NOOOO to fever during my relax period WTF zzz.
I knew that the entire ID students in TOA had been stressed up even more due to the requirements of being an excellent Interior Designer had been risen up. BIG OMG. Good thing = Stress always push you to be better; Bad thing = Might be died at young age because of some certain negative reasons...... you know I know la. :/

Final projects were like.... KILLING. Promised myself not to submit assignments by last minute anymore but big failure!! #PHAILED :(

Worst thing is yet to come... I am having fever during my lovely sem break. :O :S WTF x2 zzzz
But, soooooooon Imma gonna recover and go for a shopping spree with the girls and of course MOM. HAHAHAHA So.....

Let's ROCK the SEM BREAKKKKKKK !!

1st anni is about to arrive..... hmmmmmmmm

Rewind.

2011-10-24T03:35:00.000+08:00

Hi. Supposed to be in sweet dream but ended up by insomnia. Actually the real reason should be assignments. Yea, last minute again. :/

I flipped through some of the photos since I was form 4 until now. It was totally a big difference. LOL

Slim till......

Fair till..... ( p/s: ignore the mlm -_- )

Why? Why now I turned into this kind of situation? Is this good or bad. Sad case.

I miss you so much! My desk-mate in form 5.

Whenever I was being late to class/not in class at all, she would always help me to give excuses and explanations. Whenever I had any problems in academic, her helping awakened my soul. We used to revised homework together, chit-chatting/gossiped bout him/she.... How're you going on in KL? I've been missing for your noisy yet adorable sound for a long while... Hahaha

Missed the girlfriends when in 4SA3. It's been a while I hadn't contact with them already... Sigh

Missed her too. *smooches*

Missed the day we went for hiking.

Current me. Yuacks

Fat until no words could describe.

And UGLY ! zzz

And they're my recent girlfriends. Should be? :)

..... Suddenly my mind flows nothing. Hmmm...

24/10. Another month. It's 10th. Yet... I think it has been really common to me.

dot . dot . dot .

That's all. Goodbye

Narcissism.

2011-10-19T16:16:00.004+08:00

偶爾自戀一下，或許能解放壓力，沒什麽大不了！

Every action values a pay behind. But I'm happy! Who cares?!

COOL?

可能習慣成自然，自然成爲了生活中的一部分，成了刻骨銘心的回憶。

你，卻始終在我心裏，賴著不走。

I miss so car tremendously, extremely and awfully.

I'd get back my baby by end of this month OR beginning of next month. Ughhhhhhh !!

Seriously hate the driver so much, why you wanna crash on my car MY CAR ?!

Why not others?! =,=

Okay I'm not that bad yet. Zzzzzz

Hopefully everything will be going really smooth. Smurfy smooth ! Ahaha

HAVE A GLEEFUL OCTOBER EVERYONE !

Intrigue.

2011-09-28T09:50:00.000+08:00

"Hey,我真的好想你..."
I don't know I can count it all with my 10 thumbnails or not, for the frequent of hang-outs that we can have in one year. Lol it's okay. We're still student, don't get over the anticipation to keen on the love that you watched from Taiwan/Korean/Japanese drama series, it's not existing in Malaysia.
However, ldr is not a hard problem to solve anymore since I already get used for almost more than four months.
Hope that he can study really hard over there, and has his own bright future.

I just don't really understand. Why some people tend to make out some silly actions and silly hurting words... And eventually, they still don't know what they've done of their silly mistakes. That is really shameful and awful.
Some people make us feel like we're their friends, because we are useful to them in some way.
I am so mad about it. But I can't reflect or rebel, it will only worsen the situation.
I am so upset over here, but I can't do anything!
I have gone through that previously, and I am still standing firmly right now.
"You have no idea, what I am capable of."
You think only you are a thoroughbred? Think about that again and again please.

So far so good on my semester 2 studies, and I like it. :)
Gotta off for IAH's mind-mapping again.
Bye.

Late night.

2011-09-26T02:24:00.003+08:00

Hey ya what the hell are you doing in late night ?!
I've done IV2 Assignment 3 and redo Assignment 2 like so finally at 11pm just now. Traced another 5 pieces of plan like eating them up !! GRRR

Since I'm now waiting for my nail polisher to dry up,(ya I know this is insane ==) in sudden urge I have something to blog, so I am here.

The accident had just passed for 2 days already. Uhmm.. I still don't know how's the condition of the driver yet.

Well, actually we had accident at the eve of 9th monthsary, how surprising. ==
Who the hell with the 'we'? It's me and the Bf lah. Bahahaha
Good thing is, he had a very special memory with me. And I said,"喂，我第一個一起共生死的人竟然是你耶。" LOL siao liao
Bad thing is, he still felt very sorry to me because if bla bla bla....
So what? What we didn't expect to happen had already happened, just turn the worst part back to the best part again. That's all what we can do now.

The worst part is yet to come, although mom looked like tak apa tak apa, but I know in her deep heart's core, she really meant it and mind it. 'Of course lah, my money leh!', she definitely will think so inside her mind.
But me me me leh ! Me also very sim tia ma, my baby Renie#2 who had just 1-month-14-days-year-old suddenly became dented like that. -,- 啊我做夢也沒有想到竟然會發生這樣的事情。
And seriously, I think I might have phobia on driving after this. Zzzz

Hmm okay, peach colour is finally dried.
Time to bed. Nights!

Coaccidentally

2011-09-23T22:54:00.001+08:00

Coincidentally? No, I would call that as coaccidentally.

The title post of today will be very interesting. Hahaha... guess what is it ?

Time: 1745

Venue: Jalan Raja Uda

People involved: Me and the Bf

Today supposed to be a happy-hang-out-day but turned out the end was so ... surprising.

I was the driver of the day, fetching the bf all the way long from Butterworth -> Queens -> Wai Sek Gai @ Chai Leng Park -> Go home.

Last destination or perhaps I should use FINAL destination.

When I was on the way driving at Jalan Raja Uda(approximately in front of Raja Uda Pizza Hut), and the journey began...

Passed the traffic light which is located beside Tayarmart Workshop, there was a lorry in front of me and the driver wanted to turn right hand side, opposite over the road into Nissan Car Showroom that junction. Behind the lorry was an old model red colour honda Civic, and behind the Civic, it was me and my baby Renie#2. Civic and Renie were about to turned the left signal on to take over the lorry.....

In meanwhile, I looked at the back mirror. I could see a car very crystal clear that it was speeding really rapidly and I don't even have 0.0000001 second to respond......

"BANG !" - A solid hitting sound could be heard so clearly.

Renie dashed off into the front with a big impulsive force following behind her....

And in that particular moment, my brain was like turning white-out, I didn't know what should I do now.... I was startled, shockingly got into certain kind of panic situation but totally had no idea what to do.

You can't even imagine it, it was like in speed, in just within 0.00000001 milliseconds, the Viva hit onto my car bumper accurately center part of it.

"SHIT, MY NEW CAR IS GONE!", and I just managed to go back onto my mind track afterwards.

Yes, it was a serious accident.

Seriously a real car accident happened on me once again.

Dented !
Can you understand how do I feel when I saw this?

The car of the owner was even worse than me, oik tank inside the bonnet burst and spilled outside... Zzzzz Don't have the courage to recall back already. =.=

Soon, the accident venue became crowded.
The driver of the Viva was injured quite seriously as I only saw her was still sitting in her car, with an agony face expression.
Can't imagine how huge is the force to cause the driver to have trauma like that, I think she had internal injuries...
Civil Defence Volunteers passed by and she was sent to hospital for body checking. Just now I heard form Encik Mat said that she was having 50:50 in her life now, which was.... either dead OR alive. OMG! Hope that she will be very fine soon.

Skip all those unimportant part...
I feel like I am writing primary essay now in conjunction with the title of 'Car Accident'.
But now, it has become reality and the victim was me and the bf. AND MY CAR !
:'( :'( :'( :'(

Yet I'm fine so far, no worries.
Dad and mom, sorry and thanks.

Lastly...

The remark of the accident.
Not so obvious I know, but it was really hurting....

TT T^T still... T.T

You will never know what's the feeling when you have a car-crashed accident, unless you experience it by yourself....

Dear friends,

DRIVE SAFELY; DO NOT SPEED, KEEP DISTANCE CONSISTENTLY IN BETWEEN CARS.

Busy.

2011-09-10T01:05:00.002+08:00

Hi again.

It's the first week of semester 2 and I can actually feel that the heavy of assignments, like loading continuously in a truck. It'll be overload..... And I'll be insane.

"Yup, who has no stress ?!" Jason said that during his lecture today. This really make sense somehow...

Looking at the blank layout pad, don't know where should I start to measure.

Wall? Door? Kitchen table top? Sofa? Dining table? or blah blah blah..

SCALE. I almost cracked my head while calculating for the SCALE.

Yes, SCALE is like a kindergarden syllabus in secondary school. But why the hell the SCALE will be so frustrating to me for now? Uhmmmm... don't blame the scale, blame ~~me myself and I~~.

"I am so busy."

"I don't have time for movie lah."

So I think one of them will always be your tagline right? Valid for TOA's students only. LOL

I'd rather wasting my time to blogging instead of doing assignment in speed for having extra time to hang out to take a deep breathe and relax. Oh yea, this is so wrong.

So, pointless posting.

Woo-la and goodbye.

Another new piece of leaf.

2011-09-03T10:37:00.001+08:00

Hi pals.
Holidays are gonna end soon in another 31hours.
Gonna get back to my busy life routine again. Firstly I'd like to have a warmest greet to my dear Ms. Assignments again. :O
Sleeping in 3am, 4am, 5am and so forth again? Yeah I'm just ready for it! C'mon babeh! Lolll

Thank god I passed all my subjects, say No-No to RETAKE/RE-SIT or whatever matters that are related to REPEAT.
Surprisingly I got A- for Malaysian Studies. (Alright I highlight it in red chili color just to grab your attention. ;p) LOL LOL LOL x infinity !
That's means those history facts which I've studied before were still working in my mind when I was writing the essay. Utterly I had no idea what was I crapping about. What I did was elaborating just to make it looked visually as a longer essay and meanwhile showed that ~~I am a genius in History.~~ Hahahaha I'm just joking. :)

Can't wait for the following subjects in the second semester, should be interesting except for the subject which namely:'INTERIOR & ARCHITECTURE HISTORY'?
Ohmygod, why can't I just sweep away from the word of 'HISTORY'? Seriously I've phobia to whatsoever history subjects. They're so boring man !!

Vintage ! ❤❤❤

The girlfriends and the bf are going to have their semester break while I had started mine already. Wtf
Still nevermind, I guess I will have extra time to spend with them if I could manage my time properly.
Like.... eg. ~~No more last minute for assignments!~~
That'd be great.

But anyway, I had fun during my semester break too.

Though holidays sometimes was quite boring but it should be filled up with the gatherings or chatters - Moments of Life. :D

Old school gathering. (should be considered as)

The girlfriends! *smooches*

That's all for today.

Goodnight loves ❤ !

掉了

2011-08-26T01:26:00.003+08:00

我以爲，

我以爲；

我真的以爲！

可我怎麽沒真正想過，我認爲的“以爲”到底是不是對的？我真的快要徹底的歇斯底里了，好煩。

可不可以讓我休息一下，就那麽一下，就算只有幾秒也好 ... ...

信任不是最重要的嗎？還是被距離打敗了？戰勝了？贏了？

心好疼。

真的，真的好疼 . . .

設計的精華

2011-08-20T10:08:00.007+08:00

終于放假了！終于可以停下匆忙的腳步去體會這三個月來我所錯過的人情世故。（沒那麽誇張吧 =.=）

可以一覺到日上三竿的那種感覺又被找回來了，原來睡覺在宇宙上是多麽幸福的一件事啊！

之前只有盲目地把自己埋在有如堆山般高的功課中，根本沒有絲毫剩餘的時間去想該要幾點睡這件事情。-.- 只求能把功課及時趕完就足夠了，哪裏還敢奢望“我今天一定要睡一場好覺”這個念頭？

況且讀設計這課係的學院生們，講究的不是數字的計算法或化學課的方程式與步驟；而是創意。

要創意得出衆，要創意得讓人心服口服，還要創意得變成講師們的心頭好；這些都是設計師最需要的基本條件。

設計就是那麽簡單，所以它這麽難。深奧吧？哈哈

很多人都保留著那份傳統的思想，仍然堅持著當初秉持的觀念，認爲讀設計這行根本就不會有出路，不會有所謂光明的未來。

在這裡我很冒昧的說，時代已經逐漸地在邁向更高一層樓，設計，也能創出一片天！關鍵只是在於設計師個人所付出的努力與汗水，哪怕他在起步時每晚都需要連夜趕工？當他能把他嘔心瀝血的精心傑作展現給自己的顧客看，也同時接受到顧客的認同，那種興致高昂的心情，真的沒有任何一個人能理解！

所以外界人別愚昧地認爲我們讀設計的其實是很簡單的事情，但在背後我們所付出的一切一切，往往可能是遠遠超乎你們所想像的。

每當有朋友說：“哎呀，你們讀設計的，不都只需要畵畵幾筆就行了嗎？”

你們知道這句話的殺傷力對我們有多大嗎？你們並不懂。而我們也只好無奈地回復。

我知道無論讀什麽課係都會有各自的壓力，但是請別蔑視設計渺小的力量！因爲它隨時可以把一個不起眼的空間、物品等等，兌換為璀璨又耀眼奪目的“新生命”！

終于把心聲都寫出來了......

希望你們對設計會有新的視覺改觀咯。:)

本文章並無冒犯之意。若有，敬請原諒。

Anticipating.

2011-08-10T04:03:00.002+08:00

I'm waiting for the JAIL BREAK.

So don't mess up with me in this entire week ! >:O

Guard house is finally done, left the conceptual design brief and also the 'palang' thing? o.O"

Can I skip it Imma so lazy and BUSY ! And I guess my guard house is the most simple yet modern one in my class. -,- WHATEVER LA don't care bout the grading but the process ! PUA CHEH SI ok ==

Cut the crap ! Get back to my work ! - Jimmy's presentation slides !

Nights to the breaking dawn !

Solid compactness.

2011-08-05T03:32:00.003+08:00

Proceed to Powerpoint slides for Jenny's assignments, only quarter of it done. :O

I cross my heart and swear that next week gonna be an extremely busy plus hectic plus insane and some additional of issues....... WOW !

And here goes...

#1 Two assignments to hand up for Jenny on Monday, one more final compilation at due date by next friday!

#2 Submission of final compilation for Miss Loh.

#3 Colouring test again on Wednesday for IV Workshop.

#4 Submission of Guard House for Jason + Submisson and also presentation of Malaysian Studies on the same day OMG! *Kong Kam die

#5 Presentation of slides show for Language and Communication Skills!

The fucking packing schedule is like........... OMG.

How I can manage to settle all of them within one week?! But still I've to complete it. WTF.

No idea for the materials of Guard House, no idea for the compilation files for Miss Loh and Jenny, NO IDEA NO IDEA NO IDEA AT ALL!!!!
ARGHHHHHH IMMA SO GONNA COLLAPSE. -,-

Shut off the craps lah. Off to bed instead of talking nonsense la Loo Yin Zhi. -,-

Good night to the midnight blue.

Insane exhausted !

2011-08-03T20:12:00.004+08:00

Hi again.

The exam of Interior Visual is killing my spirits softly!! OMG most of my coursemates took about 8 hours for drawing, tracing and hatching 7 pieces of plan, elevation and isometric drawing! We're God of the GOD ! LOLLLLL

Sat on the chair until my butt got pain, drew the lines until my eyeballs gonna pop out! That was the exact "PEK CHEK" in my life, because if you didn't take notice or your paper slightly get moved, I swear you'll scream like nobody hell no matter where you are without bothering who else is beside. ==

However, I hope that my efforts work! And I think the outcome should be satisfied lah... HOPE SO....

This is the one piece of them ..........

Elevation A

( ugly block lettering :O )

Incoming exam: Language and Communication Skills on this Friday.

PLEASE BRING ME SOME LUCK !

Toodles!

Hideous part that you'll never can see it.

2011-07-30T23:14:00.007+08:00

Feel like blogging. But don't feel like blog bout my current thoughts here. :S

So I think I'd write them in my diary will do, and definitely will be better too. :D

And the rest one to be closured begins...

PALE SHIT :O

Well, hectic life is gonna end soon! And here comes my lovely sem break!

I've tons of things wanna catch up but the very first thing that I wanna do is ......... SLEEP ! SLEEP UNTIL CAN'T RECOGNIZE WHEN IS DAYTIME AND NIGHTTIME. LOLLL =.=

Then.... waiting for the big bossy to come back and perhaps/IN CASE we might have/SHOULD have another long-time-dating. Yearn it so much but.... :( ;( aiks suan le ba.

There are so many things for me to say OMG.

#1. Next Monday is the exam for ITM 1. OMG

I just can't memorize anything into my mind like eating the notes into my stomach, it doesn't easy as during SPM that moment anymore.

#2. Next Tuesday is the final test for IV 1. OMG

Miss Loh, please pass me! I'm afraid that I might take for a long time to finish so-called the plan, section, perspective, elevation and isometric drawing. OMG!

#3. Next Friday is the exam for LCS 1.

WALAO EH why I still need to read and read and study?!

#4. and so on also the exam and the submissions of final projects until 14th of August.... I'm free! WOOOOOOOO CAN'T WAIT! I JUST CAN'T GET ENOUGH XD

Uhm.... Tatsun Hoi, The Principal of TOA KL came over TOA Penang to give us a motivating talk. He is great! And what he said was true actually, but not everyone can really accomplish it you know? We always need to sacrifice something in order to get another 'something' that is meaning further in terms of special or maybe 'more successful' for you to belong it?

SACRIFICE. HAH!

Not easy to take action though.... So what next? I don't know....

I don't want to be one of the 95% of them, I want to be one of the 5% of them, I want to be the rare one yet triumphant one! Lol. Okay no-one will know what am I talking bout "what's wrong with the 95% or 5%" except for those who are same batch with me at TOA, who had listened to the talk too. :O

其實，人並不難當。只要你在遇到危機前能隨機應變避開它；只要你在別人要在你背後捅你一刀前捍衛自己的立場；只要你會帶眼識人；人，才不難當。

EMO comes to the 'THE END'.

Goodbye fellas. :D

Rock it man !

Rene, xoxo.

I like your Vibe. :)

2011-07-12T22:03:00.009+08:00

A BIG HI !!

Finally I've done all of my previous delayed assignments - the two boxes ! OMG I had procrastinated it because of dating with the boyf. Teeeheeeeee* Sorry Jason. :S

Ya I know this wasn't good but who cares?! He seldom come back to the hometown what, no matter how busy am I, STILL, have to squeeze out my time for him right? ;P

And mom was about to know our relationships already, so YAY! I don't have to hide it anymore like a prisoner, thief, robber or whatsoever like a negative character la.

"JUST BEHAVE YOURSELF LA", she said. :D And definitely I will!

But I feel really guilty as I don't have any extra time to spend and hang out with the bf when he was here. Sighhhhhh :(

Messy look but I kinda like the feel. ;P

Thank God, my skin is getting better and smoother and even fairer nowadays! *chuckles*

Hope the condition will remain until the day I die. Hmm... -,-

I've no idea in any diet planning anymore since I started my college life, the coursemates and housemates are just like "HEY I'M HUNGRY LA" or "LATER WANNA GO WHERE FOR LUNCH/DINNER?" Walaoooo I just can't resist the seduction of PENANG FOODS! Woots this is one of the best thing in life for living in Penang! :D

Btw, Transformers 3 is really AWESOME man. OMGGGG

Okay... I'll never be like her. T.T

Not to forget, Mr. Popper's Penguins is nice too. *Thumbs upppppp!

Those penguins are just their way too adorable. Awwwwwwwwwwww <3

CUTE DIE OMFG. Though they're quite annoying sometimes. XD

Malaysian studies test is coming on this thursday! And I studied none. it was just like studying back the form 4 and form 5 history AGAIN man. WTF and now they're all in english, even worse !

I already get used to Bahasa Melayu in Sejarah now The One wanna use international language for a stupid subject. It doesn't make sense for me at all! WTF x2

That's all for today.

Rene, xoxo.

Spark of obstacles.

2011-07-03T13:47:00.003+08:00

I just had a car accident just now at around 12.20pm. WTF This is my very first car accident, should I be happy or upset? Nehh, I'm still trembling right now, heart is still pounding with a high frequency, 'OHMYGOD' is running in my mind now. But however, I'm SAFE. PHEW ! *relieffffff*

Hey guys, driving is like taking responsibility on a kid, please be aware whenever, wherever or whatever you are doing! No jokes!* No play-play ar I tell you =.=

Fortunately last time when I was driving on Penang bridge and everything is safe. OMG

Somemore Phaikwen and Minqi were my passengers yet. *THANK GOD AMITOHUT*

I don't wanna be one of the victims in those severe accident that had happened on the highway or whatsoever place, the car was out of shape or even had no shape already. NONO! Zzzzz

Should I trim my hair? I hadn't trim it for 10 months already and it's thick like no-word-can-describe-word. =,=

Alright, everything is settled.

Thanks Guan Yin God Mother. <3

I'm blessed. :D

sang yat fai lok !

2011-07-03T05:52:00.004+08:00

大佬細佬，串乜？！哈哈哈

We looked exactly the same. The identical sis & bro! ==

It's ya birthday cowdy brother !

Happy 14th birthday !

Nothing else to say la, the only thing that I wanna say is............................................

Study hard la you, like me. ;P zzzzzz

He's going to watch Transformer 3 with his friends tmrw. Another Transformer again =.=

But nevermind, next Saturday the big bossy boyfie is coming back and we gonna catch it up together. I'm so looking forward for this dating! :D

Alright, it's 600am now. Idk why I just can't focus on my assignments and finish it properly. WTF Seriously lack of sleeping not because of assignments, but for FB, Twitter & Blogger. =.=

Furthermore the stubborn boyf is having severe flu over his place... ughhh, why I tend to get distracted so easily?

What the heck am I doing! I'm starving now and I still need to rush a lot of assignments yet BUT I masih lengan lengan. Loo Yin Zhi you go to bang wall !

OMGGGGGG I've no idea how can I survive later for entire day. >O<"

Night going back hostel and for the following every single day I have assignments to pass up respectively ! Whatheck!

Somemore Malaysian Studies test is approaching yet, this is so fucked up packing life routine!

Stop the bullshits, should off and get some sleep for at least 4 hours? Hmmmm...

NIGHT !

Bullshit

2011-07-02T00:07:00.007+08:00

Hi 2nd day of July.

Webcam shooting during Jimmy's lesson. Had fun ! :D

Try to make it frequent as I can, though tons of assignments are waiting for me yet. Woops :O

I just dont feel like doing anything in Friday night, it should be a TGIF :D

Bloated face, SADDDDDD :(

Uhmmmm... I feel like something is running out of the matter, but I cant figure it out! WHY D:

You know why, sometimes I always think of marrying a good guy then I can almost stay at home OR hanging out everyday for some special garments with crazy sales and Imma gonna grab 'ya all!!! *slapp* Pfft!

Okay, let's calm down and discuss bout this sensitive women issue.

Yesterday I received a text from my friend in Chinese:"女人最想要的是什麽？"

I replied him in instant and without hesitating:"穩定的生活。"

But however, this world is just too emphasize on "No money No talk." concept.

If my future husband subset me a credit card with infinity of $, I can buy whatever I want wherever I love to. And when the bills arrive, he'll use a doubting tone and asking me:"Why you used so least amount only?!" OMG HAHAHAHAA XD *slap die me

Well, this was actually said by Joxian, and we're so excited bout the 'future husband' in that moment. Lollolololl

Whatsoever money to fulfill a woman's desire? The answer will be always endless. LOL

但是無論如何，我還是覺得女人要靠自己的本事生活才是最保障的保險。

Do you agree? I meant the ladiesssss :D

如果你賺的錢比你老公的還要多，相信天底下每個正常的男人都肯定會心理不平衡，或是心中藏有根刺。這就是所謂的不平衡現象？Oh so deeeeeep :O

If a man cant even afford to provide a woman a better life, he's not worth for you to be with, DEFINITELY the same for me too.

Yet where's love? Love is not gone, but when it comes to money, love has been twisted in opposite way. This is so just the way fucked up!

Everything is built from the foundation, before carry on any actions, think from the simplest base again. This is so inspiring wow! Why I'd say all these craps =.=

Boring routine:

What is gradation of assignments? - From light, medium light, heavy, super heavy, and last to extremely heavy.

OMG other than assignments, there are still assignments, like a body guard following you for 24-hour ==

Stop the crap !

Good night !

That's what you get.

2011-06-30T06:35:00.006+08:00

#nowplaying In The End - Linkin Park

Hello, I'm here again :S

Hell.. My air-cond is just its way too powerful, as I'm awakened by its COLDNESS sharply at 530am -.- Wtf

Viewed back some of my previous blog post, hmmm.....

Why did I behave so in those days? SPEECHLESS =.=

Anyway, I'm just so good in my current life. <3

And honestly, if I hadn't met you before, I wouldn't live my life so greatly now. Should I be grateful of this? Certainly NO. I'll never forget those darkened days in my life, which is filled up by cheating and even deceiving! That was madness, that was utterly a darkest shading part in my heart... & that was.... ENTIRE EMPTY FANCY DREAM. No more Yo-yo moving path in my future avenue any-further-more !!

Alright, stop recalling the past tense.

AGAIN, I'M JUST SO GOOD FOR NOW. :)

I can always smile like this. :) or :目

Rene,

xoxo.

Simplicity.

2011-06-28T14:38:00.010+08:00

You can't catch me ! Hahaha

ALOHA !

Just a short update, I meant so outdated-update. Hmmm...

Yup, I've started my studies at The One Academy Penang more than one month already.

Initially I really can't get used with the heavy burdens of assignments, I REALLY MEANT IT!

Tons Of Assignments implies over short form of TOA(The One Academy) too. Lolll Can you get me? *silly giggles*

It's a natural phenomena for TOA's students to sleep at 3am, 4am, 5am and so on...

OMG I think Imma gonna die earlier as I was burning midnight oil for assignments like for every single day and night. *faint*

But however, I don't regret on choosing ID as my major course to follow on, though sometimes the lecturer doesn't give you the outcome that you expected at first, yet at least you gained experience ma. Not bad la actually haha.

And the main point is, one of my favourite lecturer - Eric Leong ! He's just simply too awesome, you'll never have any chance to bored during his lesson.

And not to forget my housemates, they're really mad as me, SAME GANG MAN ! High5! LOLLLL

The next thing is

....

...

Yeah la I'm talking bout you again. :P

He's studying at UTP, Tronoh now which is located in Perak. At first I really really REALLY a lil bit reluctant for his leaving. Hahaha. Joking la, the truth was definitely extremely reluctant la.Yet somehow Idk why lo, why as the distance between us is getting further(I meant the physical distance), the closer we are! WHY HAR WHY HAR?! Lollll

And of course I'm happy with this brilliant outcome. But come on, please EAT MORE AS YOU POSSIBLE COULD. =.=

You skinny bamboo -,-

Well... distance doesn't even matter if you really care bout a person from your deep heart core. :D

After all ......

Imy skinny bone ! Wahahaha XP

I promise I'll update more, if I've the extra time.

That's all.

Rene, xoxo.

It's been a whileeeee !

2011-04-21T21:14:00.005+08:00

It's been a long long longgggggg while!
Alright, I think no-one gonna read my stupid blog anymore as I've almost abandoned it for almost 4 months already. LOLLL

I just gonna blog bout recent matters but not old grandmother stories anymore. :S
Yeaaaa, I gonna start my studies very sooon at The One Academy Penang.
Back to my hometown, Penang!
No doubts, local foods are the best! Hahaha
Omggggggg previously I was so confusing bout the course that I really wanted and interested in. Surprisingly my SPM results was out of my expectation, REALLY.
At first I was so regretted and thinking that: 'Damn, I should get my results 1st before making any decisions.'
I've registered Interior Design btw. And yes, no more any hesitating OR lost.
You guys might think it is a kind of wastage, but I don't care! Whatsoever.
Lack of inspiration for what to blog..... arghhhh
Too much to catch up in within this 4 months, I meant like, really A LOT !

So I guess I'm in a good relationship now. Teeeheee :)
Yea, you're the best.
My soulmate since I was form 3. Though we'd never talk really much when we're confronting, yet inside of me... you know what? I never leave you aside as you're always existing in certain part of my mind. And day by day, you occupied the space more and more. Until last year, I just realized that...
You're my prime support whenever I was so down or when I needing some sort of useful and reasonable advices.
We don't talk like best friends, we talked like mother and son sometimes. Lollll
Since when that particular spark grows in my heart? Hmmmp.. I've no idea bout that. Lollllll
And hell yeah, you're the one that I've been searching for! I KNOWWWWWW. Hahaha

I've infinity of words to describe bout you. *So this is just a summary for you, sort of..... the most simple one.* ;P

That's all for now.
See 'ya all soon!

*smooches*

Well, ignore my big fat foot then it'd be perfect! -.-